Cold Turkey
Friday, March 30th, 2007
I think I’ve just about had it. That is, I don’t know how much more I can take. Go ahead, you can say it. I’m over-obsessive with my Turkey in the Straw piece. I’m not afraid to admit it. I just want it to be a decent piece. It’s just taking me for freaking ever. I think the earliest date I have for my sketches is all the way back in May of last year. It’s almost been a freaking year!!! And in that time, I’ve only spent…. *counts files*… about 60 days working on it. Thats like…. two months straight of working on this thing. That’s loooong considering I spent about a week on joyRiDE and about 3 weeks on Shadow Rituals.
I think it’s time to bite the big one and just… not sleep until it’s done. I mean, it is done. That is, I have a full draft or two of the piece. I just keep… rewriting things… and keep running into problems. For instance, the goal duration for the piece is about 5 minutes. I have a theme that finishes in about 20 seconds. So, hypothetically, I could just repeat that theme about…. 15 times but that might get a little boring. My biggest personal problem is that I have a very short attention span. I constantly want my music to change. It’s particulaly difficult with this particular theme because it can sound so… boring if its just a statement of the theme. On the other hand, it’s really difficult to play around with the theme compositionally other than in fragments or motifs so I can’t really seem to find a way to expand or develop the theme effectively. As a result, I find myself orchestrating things that are sort of Americana like the theme but not necessarily related which leaves me with the question, “How much of this piece actually is Turkey in the Straw?” Bah, I need sleep.











